How are you?
Oh, I live.
it doesn´t sounds very happy
*...*
What do you think?
My toughts are emty
What do you feel?
pain
Where is the pain?
below
How far below?
in the middle
What happened?
Nothing. It made fun
If it was beautiful, why does it hurts?
How does somebody notice that some enjoyment does?
When the person like it. When the person is happy.
He was happy. Very much even
And you aren´t it :o(
If pain means luck I´m also happy
no, if you are happy you don´t feel pain
Well...
Why you had to suffer?
He wanted it
What did he want? The fact you had to suffer?
No, that I do this things..
things you didn´t want
right
Do you said something?
Yeah
the truth? Have you said that you don´t want?
I have wept
What then he has done?
Nothing.
Nothing?!?
Yes - nothing. He enjoyed it.
Has he stoped as he saw your tears?
It was dark. Pitch-black.
Doesn´t he heard you crying?
I don´t know. I cryied very quiet
I felt fear.
Why you felt fear?
The fact that he does same like the last time
What he has done? Has he hit you?
He loves me.
Well... not hit.
he would never hit me
Before what you had fear
spittles is no hitting
he spits at you?
I would say he kisses me whithout my lips to touch
No, thats no kiss. thats degradation
He does not degrade me. He loves me and i love him
If he loves you, why he do this? if you love him, why you admit so what?
I won´t lose him
You lose yourself
I can´t lose mysolf. I´m already lost
You aren´t lost. You are a strong woman.
If I were strong I wouldn´t sit here. Not in his house.
is he there?
No, he is with Mary.
Who is Mary?
Mary is his little sister. He does everything for her. She is his treasure.
Hmm..
Do you know when he´s coming back?
In a few minutes. He has just called. He said he is already glad to see me :o(
Why a sad face?
Everytime he says it, it goes off again. I get fear.
You can come to me. Here you are protect.
I don´t know. He should be happy. If I´m away, he isn´t it.
schould I come to you?
No, I may receive no visit.
Don´t you see that you are locked up?
Sure, but I love him.
Please doesn´t give away you love to wrong people
He isn´t wrong. i love him.
You hate him, I know it.
Well... maybe.
You know that it is. You have to leave him
However, I love him.
No, what you feel is no love.
Than it is no love for you. Anyhow, I cannot leave him. Have to live with this pain.
You have to be happy. You are  an endearing person who has earned the life with true love to enjoy. You are still young.
Yes, young. But my life will end with my boyfriend. I have promised it. I keep my promises even if they break me.
*look sad*
The door is unlocked. I have to end now. Wishes to me please force and luck.
The toughts of the next minutes let me solidify.
I will survive it...